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This was on March 28th
Sunday March 28th 2004
Ok so it’s 12.07 PM , I haven’t even showered yet, and I’m so depressed . Yesterday was kinda cool, we couldn’t choose the place we wanted to go to , so we eventually decided to go to Concorde, where there is an american bookshop, and after that to St Paul, then we walked to Bastille, and we took the subway to the Champs Elysées, to walk a bit, but we finally stayed there for about 3 hours , and we walked for so long that we found ourselves at the Eiffel Tower ! I can’t believe this thing is so big , I thought it was smaller … Anyway, there was about 1000 american guys down there , so we tried our best not to look like French girls, so we decided to pretend we were lost … Ludicrous , but fun …
By the way, our new polemical debate : Are Madden twins still virgins ?
02:27 PM
I just can’t believe my life sucks so much !! I just received a message from Pauline telling me that our trip to San Fransisco was completely fucked up , cuz Tana’s mother wanted to go to Boston with her daughter … I mean , what the fuck is goin on ?! It seems that everyone around me is tryin to make me feel more and more depressed … So what are we gonna do ? Pauline was so disappointed that we didn’t even think about another way of going down there … There must be one… Well, my godmother is gonna ask her american nephew about the possibility of a trip to New York in his family, but I don’t know, I mean they don’t know me, it’s gonna be weird … Anyway , she’s gonna ask, so all I have to do is just sit and wait for the answer … But what about Pauline ? I’ll feel so guilty if I can go, without her … You know, her father is like the « Fuck George Bush, no way I’ll spend a holiday in this fuckin country » kinda man, so going with her family is impossible (it is with mine too anyway) … My life can be summarized with one question : « How the fuck am I gonna get outta here?! »
03:13 PM
Haven’t you ever been realizin that you’re all alone ? Cause that’s exactly what’s happening to me those days. I can’t help feelin so damn depressed about everything, and I just feel like nobody’s there for me… Is there anybody here that really cares about my feelings ? Nobody sees that I’m doing anything to get out of this house every Saturday . At lunch time, I never come back home, I just stay at Pauline’s , cause being at home is the last thing I want presently . I eat anything at any hour, I drink beer to do my French homework, I mean what the Hell is goin on with me?! The worst thing is that there’s nobody to notice there’s something wrong in my life …
So that was for the depressing paragraph … lol
Listenning to « Until I met You » . This song is driving me crazy! I cant’ help thinking about Tony singin it at the concert, on March 10th , he was so hot !! That’s it, now I’m getting horny … lol
On top of that, it seems that Tony is a real sex bomb ! I’ve been told that after each concert, he invites some girls to « have fun » in his hotel room, can you imagine ? He must sleep with about 1 or 2 girls , let’s say 1.5 on average per day, so after a 2 or 3 months tour, we can conclude that he has slept with about 100 to 135 chicks ! Jesus ! Anyway, I’ve just decided that, when 18, I’ll be one of these girls … If I can’t become a rockstar (which is ludicrous, cause I’m gonna be one ! lol ), I’ll at least try to catch a glimpse of rocky life by sleeping with each and every single rockstar I’ll want to sleep with !
Ok so it’s 12.07 PM , I haven’t even showered yet, and I’m so depressed . Yesterday was kinda cool, we couldn’t choose the place we wanted to go to , so we eventually decided to go to Concorde, where there is an american bookshop, and after that to St Paul, then we walked to Bastille, and we took the subway to the Champs Elysées, to walk a bit, but we finally stayed there for about 3 hours , and we walked for so long that we found ourselves at the Eiffel Tower ! I can’t believe this thing is so big , I thought it was smaller … Anyway, there was about 1000 american guys down there , so we tried our best not to look like French girls, so we decided to pretend we were lost … Ludicrous , but fun …
By the way, our new polemical debate : Are Madden twins still virgins ?
02:27 PM
I just can’t believe my life sucks so much !! I just received a message from Pauline telling me that our trip to San Fransisco was completely fucked up , cuz Tana’s mother wanted to go to Boston with her daughter … I mean , what the fuck is goin on ?! It seems that everyone around me is tryin to make me feel more and more depressed … So what are we gonna do ? Pauline was so disappointed that we didn’t even think about another way of going down there … There must be one… Well, my godmother is gonna ask her american nephew about the possibility of a trip to New York in his family, but I don’t know, I mean they don’t know me, it’s gonna be weird … Anyway , she’s gonna ask, so all I have to do is just sit and wait for the answer … But what about Pauline ? I’ll feel so guilty if I can go, without her … You know, her father is like the « Fuck George Bush, no way I’ll spend a holiday in this fuckin country » kinda man, so going with her family is impossible (it is with mine too anyway) … My life can be summarized with one question : « How the fuck am I gonna get outta here?! »
03:13 PM
Haven’t you ever been realizin that you’re all alone ? Cause that’s exactly what’s happening to me those days. I can’t help feelin so damn depressed about everything, and I just feel like nobody’s there for me… Is there anybody here that really cares about my feelings ? Nobody sees that I’m doing anything to get out of this house every Saturday . At lunch time, I never come back home, I just stay at Pauline’s , cause being at home is the last thing I want presently . I eat anything at any hour, I drink beer to do my French homework, I mean what the Hell is goin on with me?! The worst thing is that there’s nobody to notice there’s something wrong in my life …
So that was for the depressing paragraph … lol
Listenning to « Until I met You » . This song is driving me crazy! I cant’ help thinking about Tony singin it at the concert, on March 10th , he was so hot !! That’s it, now I’m getting horny … lol
On top of that, it seems that Tony is a real sex bomb ! I’ve been told that after each concert, he invites some girls to « have fun » in his hotel room, can you imagine ? He must sleep with about 1 or 2 girls , let’s say 1.5 on average per day, so after a 2 or 3 months tour, we can conclude that he has slept with about 100 to 135 chicks ! Jesus ! Anyway, I’ve just decided that, when 18, I’ll be one of these girls … If I can’t become a rockstar (which is ludicrous, cause I’m gonna be one ! lol ), I’ll at least try to catch a glimpse of rocky life by sleeping with each and every single rockstar I’ll want to sleep with !
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