You know you love me. MadeGirl

Saturday March 27th 2004

OK so it’s 12.40 PM and my life still sucks. I can’t believe I’m writin this down, I should just think it !! I have no idea where Pauline and I are gonna go this afternoon ; maybe Bastille or St Paul again… Anyway, I wanna go to a place where people would be able to hear us talk, just to check if my depressed state of mind hasn’t erased my american accent …
I think Mum and I are goin to have a « girlz only » evening tonight , you know like the « just the two of us » kind of evening; maybe we’re gonna go and have dinner at a Mc Donald’s , and then go to the movies, but honestly I don’t care , just being with my Mum for once is enough for me … (isn’t this such a nice thing to say ? Lol )
I don’t know if I’m gonna keep writing this diary . Honestly I love writing all my (boring) thoughts down , but I’m afraid in a few weeks I’ll just won’t be able to say anything else than « my life still sucks », and I’m honestly not so keen on depressing myself still a little bit more everyday …